What a beginning to my second year! Today was stressful, surprising, and ultimately joyful, and I am so proud of my charges. Allow me to share it with you. Today, Ramona had come over to Jesse’s house, as has become her habit on Wednesday nights. Sometimes they watch a movie, with Ramona practicing her sign language as she translates for Jesse. Sometimes they play games, and sometimes they simply sit together and watch birds, or the stars. Tonight, however, Jesse…
Time is a strange thing. We angels are bound by it, more so than our Royal Father, though less so than those who live in the physical world. While to the humans it is movement, a passage around the sun, to us it is action, what we do and say and learn. As we continue our work, we learn to feel time passing, as a wind that brushes one’s wings and whispers, never silent. To me, this is just another…
How exhilarating it is to do the work I most wish to do, without the attendant exhaustion! I had not realized what a heavy burden it was, until now that it is long gone. Suddenly my restrictions have been loosened, and I am strong enough to remain on Earth for longer periods of time. This has made such a difference to me. I have spent the past days checking on all of my charges, making certain that they are happy…
It will surprise none of you that Tammy and Lamarr felt Anteros’ presence. I may have been too weak to have any influence over them in that final argument, but an Archangel cannot compare to a Dominion. Though they could not see him, their spirits recognized his presence right away. Never mind that he was only there to bring me back to heaven; the force of his spirit marked them in that moment. It was this that I had to…
I am humbled, grateful, and honored beyond words by today’s events. I was still recovering from my ordeal, albeit only in the company of Brid. The urgency having passed, the other Healers and Persuasions returned to their regular duties. Brid received special dispensation from her seniors to stay with me, and I was grateful for her presence. Neither of us was surprised when Danit and Zezette came to join us—they and others among my seniors had come to see me…
We all know that the Stolen Earth is dangerous for us. It is one of the first things we are taught as putti. It is beautiful, the crown of the Father’s creation, but it is also a spiritual battleground. I think we forget the extent of the danger in the face of the beauty. Allow me to assure you, brothers and sisters, that the danger is very real. You all know that I was spending much time in the Garden…
I have spent every permitted moment and more with Tammy and Lamarr in the past days, and am only returning to heaven now to give an update to those of you who have been so concerned for their welfare. Tammy is taking her mother’s death very hard. Sheridan was the last living member of Tammy’s family, and though she was not an easy person to deal with, Tammy loved her very much. Now instead of planning her wedding, Tammy is…
I am sorry for the abrupt ending of my post yesterday. I was called urgently away in the middle of my update. Strange to think of how brief a time has passed since then. Tammy’s mother has died. Forgive my bluntness, but I can think of no better way to share the news. Why should I try to delay the truth, when the event itself happened so quickly? As far as I know, Sheridan Jones was still lively and sharp-tongued…
Many of you have been asking me about my rather oblique comment about Jesse and Ramona at the end of my last post. I admit I intentionally omitted the details of Jesse’s plan, out of a desire to respect Jesse’s wishes. He has been so nervous about this, so careful in his thoughts and prayers, that it felt strange to speak openly of his plans to so many. It is a strange balance to keep, one that I have spoken…