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Chapter One: A New Cupid
My Beginning – in which I am excited to begin my work.
Assignment One: Lamarr Woods – in which I introduce my first charges.
A Good Start – in which Lamarr and Tammy begin to know one another.
Assignment Two: Jesse Blanchard – in which I meet my second charge.
Appropriate Symbolism – in which Ramona meets Jesse and they exchange meaning.
To Help a Brother – in which I assist a friend and meet someone memorable.
A Brief Update – in which I update the reader on my two cases, briefly.
An Equal Authority – in which Tammy meets Lamarr’s mother.
A Changing Man – in which I am informed of my third charge.
First Impression – in which Don meets Charlotte.
Another Quick Update – in which I am encouraged by the progress of my cases.
I Spoke Too Soon – in which I am too late to prevent a misstep.
The Intervention of Fate – in which the fire woman reappears.
Resolution – in which Jesse and Ramona get a real start.
A Debt Owed to a Woman of Fire – in which I am curious about Freya Cobb.
Reluctance – in which I request assistance from my seniors for Freya.
Lubos Takes the Case – in which a wise brother takes Freya under his wing.
Moving Forward – in which I prepare to take a new charge.
Assignment Four: Morgan Weiss – in which I meet Morgan and Brooke.
A Turning Point – in which I realize the stakes for Morgan.
Desperate Times… – in which I prepare a desperate measure.
The Words Spoken – in which Brooke finally speaks.
Morgan’s Decision – in which Morgan replies.
A Surprise Visit – in which Charlotte meets Don’s children.
Inactivity – in which I visit Freya.
Finite Disappointment, Infinite Hope – in which Freya gives me some wisdom.
Making Hope – in which Morgan receives some support from an unexpected source.
Chapter Two: Archangel
Sabbath and a Second Wing – in which I am promoted.
The Fire Woman and the Man of Stone – in which Freya goes on a date.
Sabbath in Beauty – in which words are insufficient to capture the beauty of the world.
To Work Again – in which I prepare for my new assignment.
Assignment Five: Pamela Volk – in which there is a relationship failing.
A Habit to Break – in which Pamela gets advice from friends.
Broken – in which I describe the aftermath of a hard decision.
Brokenhearted – in which both Pamela and I have doubts.
One Step Back – in which Pamela goes backwards.
Time to Act – in which I make use of the Enemy’s tool.
Two Steps Forward – in which Pamela speaks her truth.
The Story of My Shame – in which I act beyond my right.
Happy Prayers – in which my accomplishments bring me comfort.
A Need For Strength – in which I consider the similarities between Pamela and Freya.
In Her Own Time – in which Pamela receives comfort from a friend.
A New Charge, Perhaps – in which I find myself somewhat at odds.
A Dance Break – in which I meet Myrtle Mills.
Dancing Together – in which Myrtle meets a dancer who may be able to keep up with her.
Proceeding Out of Order – in which my newest charges forge their own path.
A Passionate Woman – in which a commitment comes into question.
Exclusive – in which Myrtle comes back to Jaquinn.
To the Touch – in which I share my thoughts on physical love.
On Pointe – in which my own feelings influence my charges.
Small Moments – in which I check in with all my charges.
Beginning of a Happy Ending – in which Lamarr asks an important question.
A Tribute to Mothers – in which I see the value of a mother.
Chapter Three: New Forms of Love
A Different Kind of Love – in which I have an idea to help Pamela.
Reaching Out – in which I encourage a connection to be made.
How to Reply? – in which Pamela struggles with her reaction.
Thanks Given – in which I learn about holiday celebrations with family.
A Single Thread – in which there is hope for reconciliation.
Restraint – in which I try not to press.
Walls of Words – in which many rash and unkind things are said.
No Rest for the Lonely – in which I seek wisdom and Pamela seeks comfort.
A Gift for Christmas – in which Freya helps me yet again.
Back into the Shadow – in which I return to work from celebration.
So Little Time – in which I update on my charges’ progress over the holiday.
A Victory – in which a reconciliation takes place.
Spread Thin – in which I may be overworked.
Love, Faith, and Hope – in which Morgan visits her family.
The Day of the Cupids – in which we prepare for our great flight.
Moving Forward – in which I return early to address a particular problem.
A Tense Encounter – in which Angela begins to soften.
Concern – in which my seniors check in with me.
Sisters – in which Morgan gets a call from her sister.
A Place to Stay – in which Don offers Charlotte something she needs.
Planning for an Uncertain Future – in which I consider respect and hope.
The Price of Love – in which there is a sudden tragedy.
Being There – in which I try to be present to ease grief.
True Danger – in which I realize the risks attendant on our work.
Rescued and Raised – in which I am offered a gift that will help protect me.
Healing Begins – in which Tammy and Lamarr return to one another.
Chapter Four: Principality
Back to Work, Stronger than Ever – in which I am grateful for my new strength.
One Full Year – in which I take note of an anniversary.
A Loving Rejection – in which I am never so glad to hear someone say “no”.
One of a Kind – in which I share an update on Pamela.
Healing Takes Time – in which I look in on Tammy and Lamarr.
Des Lumieres et des Ombres – in which I assist with a case on the other side of the world.
Reaching Out to a Brother – in which Myrtle faces a difficult history.
News – in which Brooke gets a new job.
A Connection Made – in which Myrtle’s brother responds to her message.
Helpful – in which I work with my younger siblings.
Review – in which I wonder what changes will come with my assignments.
Changes to Come, and Not Just For Me – in which my seniors give me their decision, and I meet a new sister.
Farewell to Doubts, and New Ones Found – in which I say goodbye to Don and Charlotte, and witness Nozomi’s fears for myself.
Victim of the Fallen – in which I hear a heartbreaking story.
Herself – in which Myrtle says what she really feels.
Avoided – in which I am at a loss to help Nozomi.
A Day of Mothers – in which I describe several special celebrations.
Trustworthy – in which I give Nozomi my full trust.
Chapter Five: Moving On
News – in which I speak of endings and beginnings.
A Simple Man – in which I meet Jonathan Harris.
The First Happy Ending – in which there is a wedding and much beauty and joy.
Easy Forgiveness – in which I get a glimpse into Jonathan’s character.
Hard Questions Have Hard Answers – in which Myrtle faces the truth in her past.
Pain in the Past, Plans for the Future – in which I process and plan.
Watching the Game – in which I orchestrate a meeting of dubious success.
Conversations about Curiosity – in which there is a more encouraging second encounter.
Joy’s Shield – in which I learn about laughter in love.
Good Fathers – in which I celebrate these men in my charges’ lives.
A Light Shining Down – in which Hugh gets the help he needs.
Pain in a Smile – in which I bear witness to a rejection.
A Very Little News – in which I discuss delays and departures.
Flight and Fall – in which Pamela meets a man I do not like.
Defensive Maneuvers – in which I defend my charge.
Land of the Free – in which Pamela makes a choice.
Such Sweet Sorrow – in which Brooke and Morgan cope with separation.
A Gift of Wisdom – in which once more I receive guidance from Freya.
Rhythm of Separation – in which I help Morgan and Brooke to manage the distance.
Love Between Strangers – in which Pamela has no regrets.
As a Compliment – in which I am startled by a friend’s thought.
A New Exchange – in which Alivia teaches me a new way to keep Morgan and Brooke close.
A Talisman Against the Past – in which Myrtle asks Jaquinn for a favor.
An Easy Reunion – in which Myrtle’s fears about her brother are unfounded.
A Story in Movement – in which Myrtle dances her story.
The Wound Becomes a Scar – in which Myrtle talks to her mother.
Checking In – in which Pamela is doing well.
After a School Board Meeting – in which Jonathan offers his help to Lauren.
A Positive Report – in which a connection grows stronger between Jonathan and Lauren.
First Day and First Date – in which I offer some assistance outside of my own charges.
As a Guardian Flies – in which I have the chance to see my sister Inca at work.
Lauren Listens In – in which Lauren overhears something that makes her happy.
A Caring Delivery – in which Morgan receives a special gift from Brooke.
A Good Start for a Good Teacher – in which Pamela’s first day with students goes very well.
Intriguing Ideas – in which Jaquinn makes Myrtle an offer.
Separated and Reunited – in which Theo faces danger and follows hope.
Chapter Six: Collaboration
The Words of Eburnean – in which Inca’s mentor presents a new idea.
The Word of Danit – in which my own mentor gives her answer.
A Quick Update – in which I check in with my charges.
Strong Hearts – in which Inca meets and assists Myrtle.
Hidden Hurt – in which Brooke takes separation very hard.
Date Night – in which I monitor four different dates at once.
Cold Truth – in which I must be honest about my newest charge.
The Good I Have Done, That I Still Can Do – in which Danit soothes my doubts and reminds me of my capabilities.
Her Anger and Mine – in which Pamela learns a hurtful truth.
The Truth that Must Be Told – in which Pamela comes to a hard decision.
Passion and Intelligence – in which Pamela has doubts and Shannon does the right thing.
The Cruelty of Youth – in which Inca and I meet our first charge together.
To Know Oneself – in which I come to understand how hard it can be to be human.
Thoughts of Harm – in which I have to protect Mary from herself.
Not an Easy Match – in which Shannon and Mark meet, but do not mesh.
Those Who Do Harm – in which I decide to change our approach with Mary.
Right and Wrong – in which Pamela stays strong.
Pamela Stands Her Ground – in which Pamela says no to a different expectation.
A New Temptation – in which I discover the reason for Brooke’s pain.
A Place in the Plan – in which I meditate on the reasons for everything.
Proof of a Change – in which my work begins to show fruit.
Inspiration and Competition – in which I meet a new sister.
Inspiration Comes to Fruition – in which Myrtle shines like a star.
A Brief Post About Lasting Joy – in which I have excellent news to share.
An Admirable Sin – in which I see something to admire in Shannon.
Back in the Valley – in which I walk the darkness with Mary.
The Limits of Time – in which I check in with Brooke.
A Mother’s Fierce Love – in which Jonathan’s memorable mother makes her opinions known.
Inca Tells a Story of Joy – in which Theo and Cayce are reunited.
Day by Day in the Dark – in which I persuade Pamela to protect herself.
From Anxiety to Anticipation – in which there are many dark moods among my charges, with one notable exception.
An Angel’s Judgment, A Human’s Wisdom – in which I consider what I have learned from others, and decide to continue this.
A Small Shadow – in which I worry about what goes unsaid.
An End in Sight – in which Pamela has an escape to look forward to.
A Plan for Much Good – in which Inca has a brilliant idea.
Rest and Relief – in which my charges get a bit of an escape from their struggles.
Chapter Seven: Crooked Paths
A Friend’s Advice – in which Lubos weighs in.
Together It Will Be Better – in which Mary makes a new friend.
Damage Done – in which Brooke confesses to Morgan.
In Very Brief – in which I have time only for a few lines on each of my charges.
Anytime – in which Mary finds the courage to ask a hard question.
Two Steps Back – in which Mark and Shannon argue.
In Spite of Oneself – in which Shannon is determined to make a mistake.
Nothing Yet is Certain – in which I try to bring two distant hearts back together.
A Fire Burning Low – in which I see Freya again.
The Light Shines in the Darkness – in which the holiday brings happy endings to two of my charges.
A New Year Begins – in which I consider the absence of angels on Earth.
A Last Dance – in which I see Myrtle and Jaquinn dance one last time.
A Bright Idea – in which Mary and her friends start something wonderful.
Our Difficult Task – in which Lubos brings sad news.
An Intriguing Suggestion – in which a suggestion is made which Lauren and I both love.
Fear of Love – in which I meet my new charge and begin a new challenge.
Intertwined – in which Morgan and Brooke decide on a date.
Chapter Eight: Rising
Unkind Games – in which I see a sad kind of “relationship”.
Not Ready Yet – in which Pamela reacts badly to an invitation.
A Little at a Time – in which I spend some time with my newest charges.
Together in the Struggle – in which Mary and her friends begin their work helping others.
Love Wins the Day – in which some Valentine’s celebrations are joyful, while others are serious.
Moving On, But Never Far – in which we learn that Mary is safe, and Inca is to have new work.
Good Things in the Dark – in which Jonathan expresses his real doubts.
Picking Brains – in which Pamela cements a new friendship.
New Assignments and New Hopes – in which Inca’s newest charge is a pleasant surprise.
Nothing to Fear – in which Con is reassured by a friend.
Communal Approval – in which Jonathan gets a wave of support.
A Second Celebration – in which Pamela gets excellent news.
And a Third – in which Shannon’s spirit comes awake.
Meet Cute – in which Mary’s work comes to the attention of an admiring gaze.
Chapter Nine: Falling
A Third Year Begins Badly – in which Shannon’s passion is cruelly halted.
Cold Feet – in which Grace soothes Con’s doubts.
Left Alone – in which Con does something terrible.
Shaken – in which Grace is faring better than I am.
The Weight of Self-Doubt – in which I cannot give advice when it is asked of me.
A New Charge with an Old Friend – in which Brid and I prepare to work together.
A Wrathful Action – in which I fail to protect my charge, and fail to restrain myself.
A True Healer and a True Friend – in which Brid brings me to meet our new charge, and shows her concern for me at the same time.
Deep Stuff – in which Jordan comes back to Mary.
A Difficult Beginning – in which I am not sure where to start with Harrington.
Possibilities, Bad and Good – in which I check in on my charges, and Pamela agrees to a date.
Fragile Threads – in which Shannon grieves, and I make a decision.
Chapter Ten: Finding Strength
Changes and Plans – in which I have an idea on how to help Harrington.
Right for the Job – in which Danit offers reassurance.
Candidates – in which Jonathan learns he has an opponent.
Closer and Closer – in which I try to bring a father and son together.
A Few Quiet Days – in which Grace takes a break, Pamela takes some time, and Shannon takes on a challenge.
An Impossible Choice – in which Grace receives what should be good news.
A Good Work – in which Mary’s school learns who created the Strugglebus site.
Conflict of Interest – in which an obstacle is placed in Jonathan’s campaign trail.
Finding Comfort in Giving Comfort – in which Harrington is able to help Isabella.
One Eventful Evening – in which Mary gets a phone call.
Read by Many, Meant for One – in which Jonathan sends a letter.
Two Hopeful Things – in which Pamela and Shannon both find someone who can be counted on.
What Two Can Do – in which Inca and I are pleased with our charges’ progress.
True Strength Gives Hope – in which Grace speaks to Con.
An Old Friend’s Support – in which Con faces what is coming.
Easy Does It – in which Shannon hears from Oliver again.
The Truth in Two Souls – in which Arthur speaks an unkind truth and Isabella speaks a loving one.
Coming to a Happy End – in which Kayla looks forward to a change.
Guidance Given Again – in which a brother asks for my help.
Love and Time – in which Lee tells Pamela that she will be amazing.
Crucial – in which Danit gives me a warning.
Apologies – in which Mary is surprised by Kayla’s goodbye gift.
Closing the Distance – in which Harrington takes Arthur out to lunch.
To Form a Powerful Bond – in which Grace struggles with her new reality.
Elect – in which election results are in.
An Uncertain Path to Happiness – in which I understand my path with Shannon.
Soft Truths Temper the Hard Ones – in which Harrington gets some news that he finds disappointing.
Quickening – in which one new infatuation pleases me, while another does not.
Filling In – in which an old mentor asks me for a favor.
To and Fro – in which I cope with two crises at once.
Review – in which my seniors look over my cases.
My Cup Overflows – in which the decision honors and overwhelms me.
Chapter Eleven: Power
Serving with New Strength – in which Harrington receives a surprising offer.
Sunrise – in which I meet Theodore Hudson.
Overcoming Silence – in which Con and Grace come closer together.
Investiture – in which I leave Jonathan after a memorable day.
Thoughtful Words and Hopeful Plans – in which Oliver manages Shannon at her worst and I say goodbye to Mary at her best.
Two Paths Toward a Happy Ending – in which Ted meets a possible partner, and then he meets another.
New Limits – in which Brid and Harrington both push their boundaries.
Pressure – in which Grace gets a scare.
Sweet Surprises – in which Shannon and Oliver have a real date.
A Man of Both Wilderness and Words – in which Ted meets up with Elaine.
Love Lends Wings – in which Pamela flies out of my life.
The First Stone – in which Shannon takes a step back from me.
Heavy Hearts Make Comfort Hard to Hear – in which Ted finds a listening ear, and Shannon does not listen at all.
A Will of Cold Stone – in which my stubborn girl keeps moving away.
Fighting On – in which Inca and I meet our next charge.
Over the Water, Under the Stars – in which Ted and Elaine go out on the lake.
Out of Crisis – in which Grace and Con are finding a new balance.
Moving and Perhaps Not Immovable – in which Shannon finds herself in a new place.
On the Wing – in which I meet Nick and Victoria and see Gabrielle’s heart more clearly.
Open and Inviting – in which I give updates and Shannon meets someone new.
The Only One Who Knows – in which I learn much from Victoria.
Chapter Twelve: Removed
To Yield an Unyielding Soul – in which my efforts for my most difficult charge come to an abrupt end.
The Bitter Will – in which I push too far.
Blessing and Farewell – in which I give Shannon my blessing.
A New Role, A New Start – in which Harrington starts a new job.
An Uncertain Idea – in which Arthur has a suggestion.
Feast After Famine – in which Morgan and Brooke join their lives.
Warmth and Light Anew – in which I am given a gift to help heal my grief.
News in a Moment – in which I share updates in haste.
Runaway – in which Gabrielle surprises Nick.
Respect and Truth – in which I prepare Harrington for a change and learn that Ted has some explaining to do.
A Traditional Family – in which something about Gabrielle becomes clear.
Sudden but Sure – in which Gabrielle surprises Nick again, much more than before.
Day One – in which Victoria learns about what Gabrielle has done.
Birth – in which the arrival of Grace and Con’s son is not quite what they expected.
The Little Ones – in which Brid grieves for the one who was not saved.
A Bit of Honesty – in which Ted gives a part of the truth to Elaine, having realized a bigger truth for himself.
An End, I Hope – in which Freya breaks off things with Peter, who takes it badly.
Watching Out for a Restless Heart – in which I look out for Gabrielle in a moment of doubt.
An Unnerving Exchange – in which Eburnean has questions for me.
Working it Out – in which Jared has a word with Arthur.
Back on Track, But Is It the Right One? – in which boundaries return.
Wounds to Scars – in which Con gets some advice from an unlikely source.
Interference – in which I break the rules again.
More Questions – in which a decision is delayed.
Awareness and Weariness – in which Ted offers comfort, and Elaine overhears.
Logic and Love – in which Grace and Con iron out all the details.
The Comfort of Friends – in which Brid and Inca offer me their support.
Safety in Love? – in which Elaine asks Ted to do something very hard.
What Is over What Could Be – in which Ted makes the call.
Marbles – in which Gabrielle and Nick attend a difficult party.
Developments – in which I have updates about my charges and about myself.
My True North – in which I hear my seniors’ decision.
Chapter Thirteen: Following Love
A Bright New Day – in which I take Freya on as a charge.
In for the Long Haul – in which Harrington is inspired by a new project.
An Unsatisfying Answer – in which I ask Inca a question.
Seeking Wellness – in which I remember my long history with Brid.
Happiness in Small Things – in which Gabrielle brings home a new friend.
Thankful for Love – in which I share holiday updates for all of my charges.
Singing – in which I learn about the work of Singers.
First Impressions – in which, somehow, Freya gets “stood up”.
Wants and Needs – in which Grace and Con come to an understanding.
Falling Back – in which Harrington’s recovery is interrupted.
Back in Touch – in which Ted gets a call.
A Good Time to Step Back – in which Grace and Con are happy.
A Dark Street in a Dark World – in which I am lucky enough to be able to help a woman in trouble.
Disadvantaged – in which Harrington gets a new perspective.
Overseen – in which I look in on Anna and ask for a Guardian’s advice.
Not Funny – in which Gabrielle’s attempt to stop an argument with humor is unsuccessful.
Stepping Back – in which I decide on an approach with both Gabrielle and Freya.
What He Learned – in which Arthur’s internship comes to an end.
Arrival of the Moment – in which Cole confesses his feelings, and Ted realizes his own.
Postponed – in which I express frustration.
Light and Shadow – in which I share updates from all of my charges.
A New Year and New Work – in which I finally have hope for new challenges.
Half Empty – in which I meet a pessimist.
Taking Care – in which Gabrielle and Nick skirt another argument.
Lonely and Loved – in which I begin my work with Anna and end it with Ted.
Keeping Busy – in which Harrington and Isabella have a date night.
Dinner with the Band – in which I meet Hannah’s friends.
Disagreements and Discernment – in which Freya and George talk politics and religion.
A Reply, but Not an Answer – in which I speak to my seniors about Freya.
To Get Them to Talk – in which I struggle through another argument.
Source of Sorrow – in which I get a glimpse of Hannah’s father.
A Near Miss, or More Than One – in which I have the most frightening experience of my life.
Hestel – in which I finally get the answers I have been looking for.
A Possible Mismatch – in which Anna meets someone with a very different perspective.
Seeking Balance – in which I share updates from my busy charges.
Pleasantries in an Unpleasant Place – in which Hannah meets a new young friend and her handsome uncle.
Not Worth Celebrating – in which I find my work heavier than I have in past years.
More Promising – in which Jack offers a large and colorful apology.
Laughter, Love, and Candlelight – in which Isabella makes up for the missed Valentine’s.
The Support I Need – in which I reconnect with my seniors.
Almost Conversational – in which Freya sorts through her feelings, with a little help from me.
Playing Hooky – in which Rob pulls Anna away from something important to her.
To Build a Doorway – in which Nick and Gabrielle have a vital conversation.
Tests and Threats at the Twenty-First – in which Jack bears up under the scrutiny of the band.
Chapter Fourteen: Distance
A New Collaboration – in which I learn a bit about Muses.
One Last Trip – in which I say my goodbyes to Harrington and his family.
Good Advice and Kind Assistance – in which Lubos and Adiola come to help me.
Divide – in which Anna speaks from a place of new confidence.
A Sinking Thought – in which Gabrielle’s mother has no help for her, and Victoria proposes something shocking.
A Charge Who Has Seen Too Much – in which Brid and I go to meet Lewis Deyerle.
Admitting – in which Danit’s advice brings me a sense of urgency.
On Different Pages – in which my first time working with Sabasa is not a failure.
Celebrating Herself – in which Freya takes a self-care day.
Within the Lines – in which I help Sabasa inspire Allen.
Big News, Big Changes – in which Jack’s life changes and Hannah moves toward changing her own.
Shared Strangeness – in which Lewis has a moment with a stranger.
Full Frustration – in which Allen meets Megan again, and I am sharp with Sabasa.
A Guardian’s Advice – in which Inca offers wisdom that Gabrielle and I both need.
One Day at a Time – in which Lewis talks to someone who is helping him.
Balance Restored – in which Sabasa and I reconcile our differences.
Dangerous Love – in which I talk of love with warriors.
A Father’s Disapproval and a Daughter’s Defiance – in which Hannah stands up to her father.
Breaking the News – in which Gabrielle has a hard conversation with Nick.
Anything But Restful – in which Gabrielle is unconvinced and Freya meets someone new.
An Awkward Encounter – in which Anna runs into Rob.
Hard Truths and Bad Reactions – in which Gabrielle breaks the news to her parents.
Chapter Fifteen: Friendships
Making a Mess – in which Lewis comes close to disaster, exactly as Brid predicted.
Elliott and Eric – in which Freya has a date and Lewis makes a friend.
Welcomed Home – in which Jack and Lily invite Hannah for dinner.
A Reason to Get Up – in which Hannah comes to understand her father a bit better.
Passion Kindled and Rekindled – in which Allen finishes a painting.
Not Quite a Date – in which Anna makes a new friend who may soon be more.
Love That Gives Enough – in which Gabrielle asks a question of Victoria.
Not Enough – in which I wish I could give my fire woman all that she needs.
Lullabies and a Handmade Card – in which Hannah receives a beautiful gift.
Small Thoughts on Socializing – in which I realize the importance of friendships.
Amiable Disagreements and a Teaching Sadness – in which I compare Allen to another artist I once knew.
Fierce Friends – in which it seems Freya has met her match.
Inca Weighs In – in which Inca has insight to offer on Freya’s new friend.
A New Realization – in which Lewis notices a change in himself.
Bitter Regrets – in which Rob goes too far.
Heavy Truths – in which Lewis tells Sarah the truth.
Freya’s Boys – in which Freya’s ex makes an appearance.
Finding a Universe – in which Gabrielle meets someone new.
A Foundation, but No Fireworks – in which Anna moves on.
Looking for Trouble – in which I go on patrol with Eburnean.
One of the Girls – in which Lily meets the band.
Not Available – in which Sarah shows that she is willing to wait.
Art is a Serious Matter – in which Megan makes a suggestion and soothes Allen’s doubts
Out – in which Gabrielle tells the world her truth.
A Brother’s Advice – in which Eric offers Lewis some wisdom.
Friendships to Build Upon – in which there are new attractions, wine, games, and other shenanigans.
Darkening – in which I share some updates and receive one of my own.
A Second Opinion – in which Allen visits an old mentor.
Sforzando – in which Anna bumps into someone.
A Call Out of the Blue – in which Gabrielle gets a call from Erica.
By Omission – in which Freya has doubts, and Elliott notices.
Chapter Sixteen: Grief
Crash – in which something precious is stolen from me.
Cannot Stay Away – in which I go back to work.
Miserable Company – in which I struggle to get back to normal.
A Start at Comfort – in which Hatsumi is a great help to me.
Part of a Family – in which Hannah and Jack talk.
Unsatisfied – in which I am frustrated by my own reactions to good news.
A Concession to a Failing Worker – in which my seniors try to help.
Answers, and the Pain They Bring – in which Orison offers me a refuge.
Back and Forth – in which Megan is very wise.
Reignited – in which I return to Freya’s side.
Time to Bow Out – in which I see that Gabrielle will be fine.
Open Again – in which Lewis finds himself in the light.
Study – in which Kyle is willing to learn.
Tariku – in which I meet a brother with a difficult task ahead of him.
A Ceremonial Question – in which Jack has a small gift and a big question for Hannah.
An Organized Relationship – in which Allen and Megan tweak their schedule.
An Evening In – in which Lewis and Sarah’s first date is good, if not quite what they expected.
Her Name Was Neassa – in which I learn about Shannon’s history in heaven.
A Game of Body and Heart – in which Freya has a fling.
Questions – in which Kyle attends church with Anna.
Waking Up – in which Brid is right as usual, and helps both Lewis and myself.
Chapter Seventeen: Family
A Wise Use of Time – in which Allen has a worry which Megan soothes.
Trouble at Work – in which Hannah has some issues with her work schedule.
Climbing – in which Lewis speaks truth.
Freya Plays Cupid – in which Kara and George both come to Freya for help.
Faith and Respect – in which Rob causes a scene, but Anna and Kyle rise to the occasion.
A Question of Faces – in which Lily worries about her reflection.
A Softer Warmth – in which Freya meets a musician.
Of Fallen Sisters – in which Orison answers questions others say I should not ask.
Bending the Rules – in which Jack meets with a different Dr. Valdez.
Options – in which Freya gets a surprising phone call.
A Man of Worth – in which Lewis meets Sarah’s parents.
An Afternoon In – in which Anna’s grandmother helps to salvage Anna and Kyle’s evening.
Love Over Pride – in which Ramiro comes to dinner and learns a great deal.
The Value of Beauty – in which Allen shows his work.
Brief Thoughts about Choice – in which Freya has two good choices.
Something that Belongs – in which Lewis calls his sister.
A Name for Love – in which Hannah suggests a new name for herself.
Heard, and Believed – in which I hear beautiful music and am part of a miracle.
How Fortunate I Am – in which I realize I am lucky to work in love.
All Doors Open – in which there are two questions for Jack.
Calling – in which Megan is very practical about Allen’s dream.
Vanishing Options – in which Henry is rude and Archer is drawing away.
A New Path – in which Lewis has something to be hopeful for.
And Then There Were None – in which Freya flies solo again.
A Financial Conversation – in which Allen is very practical about Megan’s dream.
Chapter Eighteen: An Impossible Farewell
Wanting Work – in which I am at odds, for the best of reasons.
Unthinkable – in which Danit asks the impossible of me.
Appeal and Advice – in which I try everything I can to find a different option.
Too Close – in which I must face what will come.
To Love What Can Be Lost – in which I try to say goodbye.
Can Love Demand Too Much? – in which Zezette tells her story.
Seven Confessions – in which I change everything.
Assured – in which my siblings doubt, but I do not doubt myself.
Remade – in which my request is granted, and a new life begins.
Chapter Nineteen: Guardian
Discouraged – in which I have a great deal of learning to do, none of which comes easily.
The Reasons for the Fight – in which Inca inspires me to keep working.
Learning from Presence – in which I learn to see and touch the world around me.
How the Work is Done – in which I describe the ways of Guardians.
A Forceful Lesson – in which Eburnean shows me my error.
Ready or Not – in which I have many friends to help me prepare.
Examined – in which I am tested once again.
The Flight into the Cold – in which heaven’s warriors take flight together.
Reunited – in which I return to the place I most want to be.
Holiday in the Garden – in which I celebrate with Freya.
Through the Darkness – in which I record my experiences looking for trouble.
A New Year with New Dangers – in which I find someone I want to protect.
An Unlovely Story – in which Orison tells me of battle.
The Enemy – in which I meet a truly wicked man.
A Sharp Eye and a Sharper Tongue – in which I am to have a helper.
Smaller Prey – in which I start at the bottom.
Talk of Healing – in which I visit Brid and am able to help one of her patients.
Fear and Truth and Hope – in which Miranda gets a fright and Evan gets a home.
A New Weapon? – in which my anger gets the better of me.
A Few Notes Before Patrol – in which I share a few updates and an explanation.
An Encounter with the Fatherless – in which Evan’s courage and an unexpected response inspire me.
Bright Weapons – in which I fly with Ero’an.
Watching Closely – in which I get to know Alex.
Cunning and Careful – in which Alex puts a dangerous plan into action.
Lonely and Lovely – in which I find pieces of love that are just enough.
Chapter Twenty: Scout
A Dangerous Request – in which I receive a surprising offer.
With My Face Towards Danger – in which Alex and I are both hard at work.
Business Arrangements – in which Alex and Evan make a deal.
Growing Danger – in which Alex makes a risky move.
A Quiet Conversation – in which I receive comfort from Freya, and give it in return.
Protecting One Another – in which Alex is caught doing good.
Silver Linings – in which angels prepare to fight disease.
A Close Call – in which I am able to protect my charges, with a bit of help from my brothers.
Able to Make Right from Wrong – in which Alex lays out his plan.
Looking for Trouble – in which I prepare for my first scouting mission.
Battle on the Wing – in which I bear witness to the war.
Uncomfortable Truth – in which I bring my fears to Orison.
Dead to Rights – in which Alex leaves nothing to chance.
Hunting Wolves – in which Alex walks into a trap.
An Odd Sort of Freedom – in which Alex finds his peace.
Chapter Twenty-One: Into Battle
Momentary Assistance – in which I am able to help a stranger in need.
An Enemy Host – in which I prepare for another mission.
Against Apathy – in which I am able to complete my task, at great risk to myself.
Eye Contact – in which I think about my connection with Freya.
Pestilence – in which Brid and I have exactly the same enemy.
A Small Charge – in which I am chosen to take on a little job.
Joanna Lambeth – in which I fall in love with Joanna.
A Difficult Wait – in which nothing has happened yet.
In Tandem – in which I have some help to rescue my charge.
A Question I Did Not Want to Ask – in which I make a difficult offer.
Courage in Weary Times – in which I assist Ero’an.
Pursuit – in which the Fallen do something cruel and alarming.
Ananiah’s Answers – in which I learn a bit more about my sister’s abductors.
Office Problems – in which Freya has difficulties with a coworker.
A Hardened Heart – in which I learn about Alysse.
Where Love Serves Better than Force – in which Freya and Alysse come to terms.
Backsliding – in which my work is being undone.
A Subtle Enemy – in which I come to understand what must be done.
To Be Known By Name – in which my enemy knows more about me than I realized.
Wisdom’s Folly – in which I am given a new role and a new weapon.
Chapter Twenty-Two: Cherub
Seeing With New Eye – in which I have an entirely new worldview.
Hunted – in which I test my weapon for the first time.
Watched – in which Freya grows ever more perceptive.
Sharing Light – in which I visit Alex and find him content.
A Taste of War – in which I have seen battle.
Reflection of Myself in a Friend’s Eye – in which Brid tells me truths I needed to hear.
Arrogance – in which Freya is attacked, and attacks in turn.
Targeted – in which I learn some troubling news.
The Spirits and the Saint – in which I receive true wisdom.
A Hint of Happiness – in which Freya catches someone’s eye.
Crazy – in which Freya suffers another attack.
A Strange Contentment – in which, not for the first time, Freya puzzles me.
Reciprocated – in which I get the answer to the puzzle.
Breaker – in which I catch a glimpse of a horrible enemy.
A Small, Hopeful Update – in which I am optimistic about Freya’s future.
Disaster – in which Freya and I both get a terrible scare.
A Lesson in Treachery – in which I have words with a Fallen.
Wisdom from the Fire – in which I find comfort where I have found it before.
Hunted Luck – in which I have a new enemy to track down.
Luck Vs. Luck – in which there is a victory and a close call.
Chapter Twenty-Three: Seeking
Freya Frustrated – in which Freya’s research has been unhelpful.
Friend and Father – in which a hitherto unseen relative drops in.
One Hand on the Door – in which Freya asks for my help.
Closing the Door – in which Freya is strong.
All is Calm – in which I do not respond to curiosity.
Whispers from the Dark – in which the hunt gathers strength.
A Bride’s Resentment – in which Kara and Freya walk into a trap.
We Have Come a Long Way – in which I do something that I have done before.
Nightmare During the Night Flight – in which Asoharith does something that makes me very angry.
Revelation – in which Freya knows.
Cookies, Coffee, and Counsel – in which, somewhat against her will, Freya gets advice from her mother.
Deliberations – in which many angels offer their wisdom.
An Answer and a Name – in which I formally introduce myself.
Chapter Twenty-Four: Heard and Known
Questions and Answers – in which Freya and I find a more efficient means of communication.
Restoring Balance – in which we try to return to some semblance of normalcy.
Fire in the Fight – in which Freya helps me yet again, but in an entirely new way.
Where True Strength Lies – in which Freya comes to understand her own strength.
Communion – in which we consider the value of worship.
Meditative – in which Freya has a new mantra.
Reminiscence – in which Freya and I talk about our failures.
Comfort for a Young Friend – in which I find someone who still needs me.
Reluctant Confidence – in which Freya can tell I am hiding something.
Renewal of Grief and Faith – in which one of Asoharith’s plans is very nearly successful.
Chapter Twenty-Five: Hunted
Brid Listens and Freya Hears – in which Freya and I are very excited and Brid is the voice of reason.
Pestilence – in which Asoharith sends a subtle enemy for Freya.
Friendly Forgiveness – in which Freya faces Kara’s ire.
A Blessed Day to Carry With Us – in which George and Kara hold a celebration.
Questions about the Past and Warnings for the Future – in which I tell Freya about Hestel and hear from Asoharith.
I Do Suffer, and So Will She – in which words are pointless.
A Brief Break Before the Battle – in which Freya gives me perspective and rest.
Grim Tidings from Another Hand – in which Asoharith’s true identity is revealed.
Chapter Twenty-Six: True Power
Revelation and Restoration – in which Freya returns a gift.
Not Yet – in which both Freya and Asa’el are recovering.
In My Own Voice – in which I start to take back pieces of my life.
Seen – in which I return at last to my favorite place.
Vanity, Vitriol, and Violence – in which we see the past and plan for the future.
Focus – in which training does not come naturally to George or Kara.
Back to Normal – in which I try to give my charges a break from heaven.
Records and Inspiration – in which George and Kara ask for their own stories.
Wicked Rescuers – in which Asoharith has allies.
Who Writes Your Story – in which Freya has an idea.
Challenge Accepted – in which Asoharith sends a message and Kara gets angry.
Don’t Flinch – in which Anathalie helps me to prepare.
Never the Twain Shall Meet – in which Freya finds the story she wants to tell.
The Cut of Blood and Bone – in which I go to battle with my foe.
Fears Above and Below – in which we discuss what has happened and what comes next.
What is Unsaid – in which Esther pushes for information.
Kara’s Concerns – in which Kara is the one with questions.
Continuing On – in which we are back to the hunt.
The Expanse of Heaven – in which George attends a funeral.
A Fallen’s Failure – in which the connection binding my charges is too strong for Asoharith, and I explore another connection.
A Desperate Rescue – in which another Cobb woman comes under attack.
Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Thread Between Hearts
An Unforeseen Collaboration – in which my charges meet two Elders.
A Complicated Conversation – in which Kara and Freya define the relationship.
True – in which I speak to Freya.
Blind Faith – in which Freya is the one to protect me.
The First and Last Vision of Sofala – in which a Harbinger brings me a message.
Infamous Last Words – in which I parley with Asoharith.
The Only Thing I Would Not Do – in which I have to tell Freya no.
Shadows Snuffed – in which Anathalie takes down the shadow-caster.
The Dreaded Dawn – in which a meaningful day has come.
A Sacred Scream – in which my foe is caught at last.
An Anchor for Love and Hate – in which hell makes use of me.
Summons – in which we all try to cope with the afterwards.
Seraph – in which in more than one way, I am made whole.
My New Beginning – in which we are excited to begin our work.